Theft

Not that I'm at work wasting resources and stealing internet from accross the street.
Because I'm not.

School makes blogging really difficult. School makes LIFE really difficult. Country music helps a bit. I'm not content with things as they are. I see no room for possible improvement, except if this customer would keep driving. OH MY GOSH! HE LEFT! Bottled jenie, if that was one of my three wishes, i will be pissed. second, i would like unlimited dollars. and third, i wish for 100 more wishes. sound familiar? as if everyone hasnt wished for that at least once.
there is a mosquito buzzing around my ankle. wait, do mosquitos buzz? Yup. unggghhhh. going home would be immaculate right now. maaammaaaa take me home!
i've come to the terms that i am not a people person, not a loner, and also not in between. i just dont care at all! which is alright, i dont care. [see that?]
i still want to write a book.
or maybe i should teach a class on how to write bolgs about nothing.

elephants

are my real family.


that would be preferable sometimes

man im so out of it today, something is WRONG

lately, everything sucks and karma has been kicking my butt every second
i need to do my homework but i dont know how and my head hurts
im teaching myself to let things go, only problem is that myself doesnt have any experience to go by so i have no clue what to do
I GIVE UP
for real this time! i try too hard. oh well, it'll all be over in a year anyway
i want some cake

Fail, but I'm Okay

...
Project F just FLOPPED
meaning it's done.
There is only so much you can do, ya know?
At least now I will be able to sleep well at night knowing that I did everything in my power to make this right and that nothing is my fault. That is really refreshing. actually, this whole this is sort of refreshing in the way that it makes me see how much I am capable of.

I have work in a few hours, that'll be the ultimate test. It's soooo hot outside I don't think there's much of a chance we won't be busy today. Oh well, maybe i'll get some tips. Or visitors!

Time to workout!

SUCCESS

Project F hit major pay dirt today!
I'm so excitedddd
No, you cant know what it is
[sorry]

Im reallllyyyy bored.
Wow, that is a horrible way to start a blog.
NEW START:
oh no i just reminded myself that registration for school is this monday. ahhhh nuuuuu!
I went to the gym for two hours today woooooo, a friend gave me a free three day pass. I hope he can get me a longer one so i can mooch a little more.
UNNGH. some people i just cant stand to talk to. they're just insufferable know-it-alls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! emphasis on the exclamation points.
Is it murder if you arent caught? justtt kidddingg
I feel like playing some more assassins creed, hhhmmmm
This blog is disappointing. whoops, speaking of disappointing, i spelled disappointing wrong.

yeah, so dairy queen has MINI BLIZZARDS.
http://dairyqueen.com/us-en/eats-and-treats/blizzard-of-the-month/
not that im a fatty or anything

homealone

i used to be OBSESSED with the home alone movies. Now, when i'm home alone, i hide in my room and pray that no one comes to kill me. speaking of which, i SWEAR i just heard the gate open. i'm frightened. maybe i should just creep back to bed and continue watching arrested development. BJ AND PARIS WILL PROTECT ME!

Yeah okay, I made more coffee. Thats when i blog the most. I wish i could not eat. Like just, stop eating.
I have to work tomorrow and its going to be hotter than the sun, which is bad. Also katrina and i are getting lunch [food] so thats something to look forward to. I need to work out some more. Insanity is collecting dust in my sisters room. Just the thought of those INSANE workouts makes me hungry. sigh, im hopeless. on the plus side, my hair feels very soft.

Project F is coming along nicely. I always win, usually. I've been hitting some speed bumps but today was good, I feel that significant progress was made. I might even take invasive action soon. mayyybeee. it all depends on how my self esteem is doing thursday.

School is going to start soon. I'm not ready. I always dread school starting but this time i am legitimately NOT READY.

STRESS STRESS STRESS

sometimes, i forget that other people have feelings. [that sounds worse than i meant for it to.] but karma will remind me.

annnndd back to arrested development and coffee

chewing on a bottle cap

I want to write a book! That is my biggest life ambition. Yes, yes i want to be successful and rich and yada yada but my life will never feel complete if i don't write [and publish] some kind of novel.

I've gained weight [as I just posted on twitter].
Also, im forgetting the names of my best friends because I never see them anymore. Been playin A LOT of sims lately.
Maybe thats why I'm having these random book writing urges, it's an effect of constant solidarity. Where are my parents anyway?!!

My dogs look really upset. No seriously, it looks like someone stole all of their bones.


ITS PAYDAY.

TODAY

I bought a blender, a desk, and a thermos.

I am going to the lake.

I assembled said desk [by myself!]

i had more to say, but just nevermind